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On depression and losing the magic you once had.
As I reflect and look back on the last couple of years of my life, I feel nothing but pain and brief moments of nostalgia longing to have the small joys I used to experience back then. I am grieved to look back and then at who I am today and realize how far I have fallen from who I used to be. The happy, full of life version of me. Granted, I was never a real happy go lucky kind of person, but I certainly was not as dark and depressed as this. There was 2018, when I wanted to find someone special. I started praying to God asking Him to send me someone I could connect with because I felt so lonely. Not just lonely, but a deep ache inside I can only describe as a vacuum of sorts. I had legit frost-bite like pains in the upper left quadrant of my chest. It felt like something was terribly missing. I actually found out in emotional pain mapping that area represents longing for a male figure. I would cry out to God for a friend who I could feel connected to. I was faced with the fact that
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ReplyDeleteHello Jess. I am a Pastor from Mumbai, India. I do remember visiting your blog post Refocused but I am not sure whether I had commented on it but once again I take thins opportunity to visit your current and recent blog post. I am blessed and feel privileged and honored to get connected with you as well as know you through your profile on the blogger and blog post because of who you are in the Lord Jesus Christ and your love for Him. I love getting connected with the people of God around the globe to be encouraeged, strengthened and praying for one another. I have been in the Pastoral ministry for last 37 yr sin this great city of Mumbai a city with a great contrast where richest of rich and the poorest of poor with the live. We reach out to the poorest of poor with the love of christ to bring healing to the brokenhearted. We also encourge youg and the adults from the west to come to MUMBAI to work with us during their vacation time. Would ove to have you come to Mumbai with your friends to work with us during your vacation time. I AM SURE YOU WILL HAVE LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE. My email id is: dhwankhede(at)gmail(dot)com and my name is Diwakar Wankhede. Looking forward to hear from you very soon. God's richest blessings on you, your family and friends. Also wishing you a blessed and a Christ centered rest of the year 2016.
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