Not good

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Been under lots of stress this week with my cat being ill and dealing with personal spiritual issues between  me and God. This is the result. Pale face, facial heat, and butterfly rash. I do not want to get out of bed today. It is especially hard to deal with lupus when God feels a million miles away. Just can't wait until this trial/test/correction is over. I need His presence. ︶︿︶

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